sorry

so i feel like i sounded a little harsh in my last post about getting off your rear and serving others. i know that many people do in many ways! i wasn't saying coming to hopechest was your measure of serving. just a challenge for you to look at your life and see what you are doing......

tailbone pain go away! i have been up the past few nights with extreme pain--i don't want to take painkillers every day. i have had this pain since my kids were born, but mostly after corban. it is sadly a stress and spiritual warfare indicator for me as well. so strange. i was in the line at target today waiting to check out and was reduced to tears because the pain was the worst i have ever felt it. the poor woman in front of me was like "maam, can i help you?? what can i do??" i was trying to hide my pain by lowering my head (i was wearing a hat), but i wasn't too successful. and within a few minutes it was gone. i'm just so tired of it. so pray for healing for me.

sure "go to a doctor". i don't even have a regular doctor and if i can't even go to the post office when i need to, what makes you think i can go to the doctor? having 3 small kids at home with me pretty much means i can't do anything i need to do. (remember my driver's license story?) haha. oh well. i'll get there someday. i have to go soon to get my shots before i head to africa anyway. it will be nice when callie and chase are in preschool this fall--i can actually run real errands! but i wouldn't trade my life for anything. i am already so sad they are gonna be in school so much, i think i might have separation anxiety issues without them!

my awesome roomie from college, melissa (boz), is having her twin girls at UNC today. i just can't wait to meet them!!!!! i am hoping to get over there tonight before my couple's date night with leah and ramsay. it will be so nice to spend some time with them, childless. we never get to do this, so we are stoked! yay for new life and time spent with friends!